I was alone. I had been stolen, sold and left behind. I had tried, I had believed, I had faith. I went with the flow and watched the outcome happen by itself. I\u2019ve been disgusted, demotivated and demolished. I\u2019ve tried to understand and to adapt. I\u2019ve had enough. Of all of it. It\u2019s not an excuse for what I did, but merely an explanation. I don\u2019t expect them to understand, let alone to agree. I never intended things to go this way, but desperate times call for desperate measures.
\nThough I\u2019m speeding my way out of here as fast as I can, I wouldn\u2019t say I\u2019m on the run. On the opposite, I chose this path deliberately. Packing my bags and driving into the night not knowing where the hell I\u2019ll end up was a well thought-out decision. Maybe I\u2019ll regret it, maybe I won\u2019t. Whatever happens next, it\u2019s out of my hands and I\u2019ll see it when I get there. But for now, I\u2019m just happy watching the sun set behind the mountains and knowing I\u2019m still alive.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I was alone. I had been stolen, sold and left behind. I had tried, I had believed, I had faith. I went with the flow and watched the outcome happen by itself. I\u2019ve been disgusted, demotivated and demolished. I\u2019ve tried to understand and to adapt. I\u2019ve had enough. Of all of it. It\u2019s not an…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[10],"class_list":["post-28","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-een-beetje-vanalles","tag-fictie-en-verhaaltjes"],"yoast_head":"\n